So grateful l have had so much love these past 10 years. I love you all, even if you feel we don't quite align anymore. I am so deeply sorry to anyone who's felt disappointed, fed into less than a half truth. The ppl who felt neglected. I deeply miss my community and again im so deeply sorry for each thing that brought you to a space of disappointment with me. My boundary will always be my family. you'll never pin us or tear us apart, no matter the life altering and crushing attempts. I am a deeply flawed human and take responsibility. If you feel I didn't refund you MESSAGE ME ON PATREON where I do and have receipts for over about 7/8yrs. No matter what, who you are, etc. I send so much love light and love. Thank you for the many that have deeply cared and worried for me. words are strong and ppl have limits. Reminder reaching out to a mental health care professional is so brave and can be life changing in the best way. I know sometimes we carry shame surrounding it, but how b-a $$ to reach out! Im always proud of you, you are always loved, you are always safe here in our space. In my human experience I'll always make mistakes, panic and try to communicate with not regulated. But im working day and night on it all. I love you all.
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