bellejht asmr reupload | assorted triggers (can’t say much or this account will get deleted too lol)

ill be using this account until I get my main account back (if I even manage to do that)
I hate YouTube right now
But I love you lot
And I miss you all so much
I’m actually grieving it’s so painful not being able to explain what’s happened cuz people won’t find this channel.
We had 16,000 people in dis family I can’t believe it
Heartbroken :/