NOT ASMR. The love and support keeps me uploading, I am trying my best here. I wish I could do 100% better for all of you because you deserve more. I wish I had a. Enter recording area, I wish I was a better asmrtist, but I give all I have and all I am. I try. I'm sorry...This video is not for sympathy, it isn't for anything other than for me to talk to a friend and explain how I feel.