unintentional asmr ♡ relax with makeup & books

hello 🐣 some of the triggers included in this video are tapping, soft-spoken rambles, some whispering and an unintentional ASMR effect! i like that u can see the trees waving in my window lol.
i’m an INFP, and i have been for many years. i want it to change sooo badly out of frustration, but just because i get the same myers brigg results each time i take the test doesn’t mean i’m not changing over the years. i read once that there’s a more accurate personality test than that one but i forgot what it’s called and i don’t think i care that much. i think being able to categorize yourself can feel good, but a few years ago that stopped being true for me. i want to contain multitudes! i do. i think all the time about what being a human means and how i can make the most out of this experience. if i place importance on personality typing then i'll feel that i can never change parts of me. you can start acting differently whenever you want, there are no rules to that… it’s weird because it feels like there are- like the personality police will call me a fraud for trying on a new trait or habit. i like this concept of writing little blurbs in my description bc whenever i’m watching a video i read the description and comments while the video plays and i imagine others do the same.
also, the sound quality is soft and good on my phone but once I upload it to youtube there are moments of heightened and harsh volume and it's sooo annoying. i want the sound to be as calming as possible. :( this happens often with soft spoken... i recommend watching on a lower volume so you don't get little jumpscares. does anyone know how to fix this?

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song recommendation: ready, able by grizzly bear
(2009-2011 indie music is so comforting for me)