ASMR ✩₊˚.⋆ fast & aggressive mic swirling, pumping & tapping!

cut out the talking in this vid in a separate version below as usual :)
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my unhinged description:

heyyy, I have been SO ill this week. I got the norovirus and I have been completely wiped out, this is probably one of the worst stomach bugs I've ever had. I'm just starting to feel better, but my body is feeling so weak. ;_; It was so bad, I could barely even look at my phone anymore, I didn't watch any tv, everything was too much and it made my head hurt. The constant nausea was dreadful, literally no position could make me comfy. There were times I was honestly hoping to throw up just to get some relief from my stomach, awful. I finally got some gut medicine and am feeling better, funnily enough my skin cleared up completely lol. My perioral dermatitis is completely gone, it makes sense it was gut related. At times where the stomach pain was so bad I was playing clash royale to take my mind off it, I'm at Arena 7 already lol.

I watched the new season of You, awful. It's so bad, I can't even believe it's the same show as what I watched as season 1. The writing is so bad that the characters are barely recognisable. I think they genuinely should've stopped after season 2. Season 2 should've cleared up the story with Candace, had a nice well rounded ending instead of dragging it out. It kinda hurts my heart they ruined this show because I think season 1 was such a masterpiece. On the same topic of stalkers, I'm reading Perfect Days by Raphael Montes, well I mean I just started it haha. I will update when I get around mid-way!

I ordered a brand new binaural mic, to find that I'm having the exact same problem of being unable to hear from the right ear. I don't know what I'm doing wrong!! ;_; It's so defeating. I got the Roland CS-10EM and my Tascam DR-40 with VXLR+ converters and then a splitter cable into the mic. Is it the settings on my Tascam that are wrong? Can't get this mic to work. ;(

Besides all that, I've been feeling kinda sad this week, idk why, maybe because I've been in my house all week and haven't gone anywhere, but a lot of bad old thoughts have been resurfacing and are affecting me again, even though I was perfectly fine for a really long time. The thoughts make me feel super lonely and grieve an extremely close friendship that I'll never get to go back to, events happened and that level of closeness is completely spoiled. It was a joint fault. I feel like I don't really have someone who I can trust completely with my whole soul like I did before, this relationship was so close and I've not been able to bond with anyone like that ever. Part of the magic of it was probably teenage innocence, but it just sucks sometimes. I keep feeling sadness overcome me and I'm not prepared for it. I applied to a bunch of part time jobs recently, more than the money, I'm hoping I can meet someone to hang out with. This is probably random as well but any time my family do anything nice or thoughtful, I get a really overwhelming thought that says 'they won't be here forever' and it immediately makes me feel like I'm not doing enough to appreciate everything and I have to fight back tears. My birthday card from my grandma who lives across the world made me cry, she lives in Australia and I worry I won't be able to visit her and she's very old. It doesn't help that I'm moving country next year by myself. Does anyone else get this? How to deal with this? please lmk, I'm generally a happy person. I don't like to get teary eyed because I'm in a family of 6 and there is no sense of privacy in this house lol, my siblings will come into my room uninvited.

♫♪♬ songs I currently really like:
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my new ice skating program music: https://soundcloud.com/zankyou-no-terror/birden-feat-arnor-dan

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my equipment
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blue yeti
tascam dr-40
sr3d binaural pro XLR
sr3d binaural tube USB
headrec binal 2

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