Where did Mixed ASMR go? (CW illness, throwing up)

Unsolicited advice will be deleted and blocked.

This was filmed almost a whole year ago and never uploaded because I chickened out, but (now that I've watched it again with fresh eyes) it really is worth uploading. This is the most honest I've ever been, maybe with anybody, about how life is going for me, since my illnesses took over. I've since gotten slightly better (I can walk longer distances without my wheelchair and I don't fall over like a fainting goat quite as often) but it's still, obviously, debilitating, and I feel like this will explain better than text why I've been gone from here, from my friends, and generally from life.

In significantly better news, I have an old unreleased video I will also upload soon, of myself playing Animal Crossing on the DS with its clicky buttons, just pulling weeds for about twenty minutes. It's super chill, and I think it'll make us all feel at least a little better, which is all I ever wanted to do here.

Love you guys. Stay good xo