If you need me, you know where to find me.

00:00 I almost died at the beginning of this channel.
07:25 Stalking, dysphoria, death grief, through this channel's growth
12:08 Quality and direction problems with this channel
13:47 Medical exam ASMR won't really help you get better.
14:30 People can't fall asleep to my information barrage.
15:49 No more upload schedule on this channel anymore.
15:54 Poll results: Sunday night livestreams Twitch.tv/petr3pan
(15:59 Channel members will still get regular hidden uploads on this channel)
17:00 I will email you Mondays real relaxation science https://landing.mailerlite.com/webforms/landing/t7c1e8
17:45 REAL HELP depression and medical chats now on superhero channel youtube.com/c/becomingareallifesuperhero
19:14 I want real impact.
20:28 I want more time for special ASMR projects.
22:10 If you are ready for actual change: Wellness Project: http://petrepan.gumroad.com/l/thewellnessproject
23:56 Avoidance is not therapy.
24:21 I am not a great fit for a community that includes scams.
26:05 If you want help getting better I can be your actual doctor or your health guide healthcare.byjenfinelli.com
27:22 It makes me happy to stop uploading here regularly.
28:29 Come become a real life superhero with me!
29:17 It's okay not to be needed.
31:01 I love you.
***Mental health: If you have trouble finding a therapist, please visit betterhelp.com/doctorjen for an online option. I affiliated with them to get you a special link for 10 percent off teletherapy, and they pay me if you use my link, so it's a win win--but IF YOU CAN'T AFFORD ONLINE THERAPY, check your options with your local health department or openpathcollective.org. Also:

-- Phone number for suicide helpline US: 1-800-273-8255
-- Crisis text line: Text HOME to 741741 in US; Text 686868 in Canada
-- International suicide numbers: https://www.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines
-- Victor Frankl’s logotherapy book helped me find meaning in my depression: https://www.amazon.com/Mans-Search-Meaning-Viktor-Frankl/dp/080701429X?&_encoding=UTF8&tag=becominghero-20&linkCode=ur2&linkId=124a36ed45d7b61aadc7354c9e9c1b80&camp=1789&creative=9325
-- This DBT Workbook by Matthew McKay helped me survive strong suicidal emotions: https://m.alibris.com/search/books/isbn/9781572245136
-- Pregnancy decision line - emotional/physical support for unintended pregnancy 866-799-0338

I really hope these resources help; they are evidence-based and they have helped me. If they don't help, go find some that do. Your life matters.

***To follow my tragic adventures as I demonstrate how the American medical training system is BUILT to create a shortage of doctors who care, please listen to my show on the Emergency Escape Podcast Network: https://emergencyexit.podbean.com/?s=Death+and+the+doctor

There, you’ll hear about the deaths that convinced me we’re doing it wrong; my dream to take modern medicine to those who can’t afford it; and ultimately the reason I left the American residency system.

***Jen Finelli is a world-traveling scifi author who's gone swimming with sharks, escaped being locked in a German nunnery, discovered murals and poetry in underground urban caves, explored jungles and coral deserts, and hung out with everyone from dead people and prostitutes to secret political influencers and Senators. She is coping with life as an MD by telling you stories, and when she grows up she’ll be a superhero.

Science fiction: byjenfinelli.com
Upcoming film: mysweetaffair.com
Comics-character-who-kills-his-author: http://becominghero.ninja
Twitter: @petr3pan
Patreon: patreon.com/becominghero

Jen is not your therapist. If you need your own therapist, please go to your primary care physician and ask them to refer you. Ask for someone skilled in CBT. Alternatively, there are therapists you can talk to online affordably (betterhelp.com/doctorjen) While Jen is a real doctor, she is not YOUR doctor; nothing she says is official medical advice, diagnosis, or disease treatment, because she has not physically examined or spoken with YOU. You have the power to fact-check. Her medical license is publicly searchable under the state of Virginia medical boards at 0101265916.

(All product links are not sponsors, but some may be affiliates, which means clicking them supports new creations and new charity projects! I only affiliate with products I believe in. You can also join for cool rewards at patreon.com/becominghero)

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