ASMR baby BACK brushing Massage Therapy *whispered*

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Tonight's video is one with 6 month old Reine and I. I love this girl. She's crawling now and has so many happy facial expressions - xoxo. Smile at her and best believe she's smiling back!
I've added some captions, hope these words resonate with you and give you peace, rest and reassurance

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Hey everyone 💗

Welcome to our afternoon nap

Today I will be mindful on who I give my energy to

I've intentionally chosen this fluffy-quality brush for you

I love how transparent and reflective it is in the light

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I know this is going to sound wierd but before every video, after I've placed and gathered everything I need, I probably spend about 10-15 minutes just staring at you

I focus most of my concentration, on your relaxing, rhythmic breathing and your soft flawless skin.

It's like approaching the start of a new canvas

And rather than scare me, it all in fact symbolizes a fresh, clean slate. A reference point to the start of so many possibilities with nothing specific pre-planned.

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I use to hate still moments because of the anxiety it made me feel.

But Im so comfortable, soaking in the quiet with you.

I'm feeding my focus into this moment and starving the distractions of noisey thoughts

I realize how peaceful it is to watch the soft gentle bristles run smoothly across the surface of your warm, youthful skin.

Before you and before ASMR really, still moments made me feel like I wasn't progressing. Noise became my signal for things happening in my life

Without any exaggeration, nothing takes more courage than putting yourself back together again

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I've lived from the perspective of having to find myself

And It only ever takes a handful of missed opportunities and failed relationships, to make shaking the feeling of being lost and running aimlessly harder to disbelieve

but I spend 10-15 mins losing myself in the beautiful melanin canvas of your resting body and hope that u live from the perspective of having to create yourself, rather than find.

You're not lost. And I always see where you land

So become aware. Take note of this very moment and realize exactly where you stand

Carefully discern if this is a place that you want, with meaning and space or maybe it's time to go

Life requires you to exist and be present to move swiftly away and towards your goals 💗

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In these moments, I love that I hold this brush for you

I love the intentional pressure and paths of movements that I'm creating

The way it comforts and brings you peace

The way it affirms my love and fosters your trust

I love how it tickles the tip of your soft light baby hairs

I'm so grateful that you are mine

I'm so grateful for the light that you shine

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I bring everything to the table for you

My efforts can't be aimless

I'm becoming and it feels a lot like breaking

This is the period of my life where I reluctantly give in to what it takes

It's like why can't I, already be, financially free born with the highest level of degree and already living inside my own property

But this is my struggle

The patience to live in still moments and the need to accept the time that progress wants,

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Initially Patience made me bitter
It's long and frustrating and very suffocating

It's only with you, that I hope for long dragged out minutes

I'm being careful not to rush

And I'm not just waiting

Patience is foreseeing

It's what makes me see how useful calm and gentle strokes can be

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