ASMR FOR BULIMIA- Sister Comforts and Helps you after a purge

***OPEN ME****
I love you, eating disorder or not. But we can get through this together. I'm here for you. I have struggled with severe bulimia in the past and I wish someone had comforted me when I felt the avalanche of self hatred that prompted and followed a purge. I am not a professional, and sometimes professional help can make things worse and it's expensive. If you find a therapist or recovery center that works I am sincerely happy for you, but I am a strong believer that if you surround yourself with people who love you and start the human interaction that prompted the loneliness and self hatred that made you start purging in the first place, you will find that it has been weeks since your last purge, then years, then your life. If you don't have anyone you can reach out to, my personal email is [email protected]. I will be there for you. I love you, and I do sincerely care about you. We are a family, and Ohana means family and families stick to-fucking-gether

MY PERSONAL BEEF WITH EATING RECOVERY CENTERS
It cost my mother a non refundable 4800 dollars upfront, so basically what that's saying is if you're poor either enjoy mountains of debt or don't get help. I spent 10 hours in a recovery inpatient being fed pop tarts and other sorts of junk food to get over the fear of it, when in reality human beings SHOULD NOT BE EATING THAT KIND OF FOOD, it plays into unrealistic ideas of what diet should be like and steers people further from a healthy wholistic diet that is rich in energy and nutrition. Also I was sitting in a chair for 10 whole hours talking about sad fucking feelings. HUMANS ARE NOT MEANT TO SIT FOR 10 HOURS. If you find or found a good recovery center, I hope it works really really well for you. But I do not support them.