❤︎【ASMR】❤︎ Secret Admirer's Letter For You

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I wish you were here so I could cuddle you...I’ve been so touch starved. I feel so lonely. What’s the point, you probably don’t even like me. Sometimes I cuddle my pillow and pretend it’s you. It’s the closest I can get to actually touching you. I crave your kisses on my lips. I almost feel a physical ache because I don’t have you. To see you out there, just looking at you and never touching you makes me so immensely sad. It’s bittersweet. I love staring at your handsome face and hearing your cute, boyish laugh, but it’s torture that I’ll never get it to myself.

I'd love to bring you lunch every day and spend every minute of the day with you. You're all that's been on my mind ever since I laid my eyes on you. I haven't been the same since. I don't know what you're doing to me, but I can't stop the way I feel. I've never felt anything as intensely as this. You've really put me under your spell and it hurts so good. I'd probably even transfer schools if you moved just so I wouldn't lose track of you. I need you in my life, even if it's only through observing you. Even the sound of your footsteps makes my heart flutter. I've learned to recognize it. It's swift but dominant at the same time and...I really like that a lot.

I wish I could ruffle my hands through your hair. I want to be close enough to you that I'd be able to smell what kind of shampoo you use and feel the heat of your breath. I would probably be too nervous to look at you in the eyes. God, I even feel my knees shaking when you walk into the same room I'm in. I always have to leave because of that. I can't make a fool of myself in front you. You probably don't even know I exist because I leave whenever you get too close.

I prefer to just admire you from a distance, as painful as it is. I couldn't live with myself if you rejected me in front of our classmates. I'm more comfortable talking to you like this. I know it's old-fashioned to write a letter, but I feel like it's more intimate. I want you to know how serious I am about you. I would devote myself to you in any way you want. I'm serious. Just say the words and I'm officially yours. You have me completely wrapped around your finger. I know it's not good to be this vulnerable with someone, but I can't help myself when it comes to you. I truly feel like Dante with his muse Beatrice, so helplessly entangled in adoration.

I thought I’d feel better getting this off of my chest. I won’t pressure you into accepting my feelings, I know they’re not special. I just wanted to pour my heart out to you. I was going crazy just letting all my emotions stir inside me without a release. That’s enough from me, sorry if I was too verbose. Before I end this, let me say it bluntly: I love you. You don't have to say it back. But if by some chance, you happen to like me even a little bit, I would like to know. I wrote my number down if you're not scared enough to ask who I am.

Sincerely,
Your secret admirer