yapping about my insecurities | NOT ASMR... it can be... ??

i feel like nobody talks about how much your body changes when you grow older and nobody understands when it makes you uncomfortable. this channel has always been my comfort when i would film ASMR videos at 4am when everything was silent and i felt lonely. the few viewers that i had would give me a sense that i'm not alone. i have been going through loads of things these past years i have been gone & right now, just like years ago, its 4am and i am feeling lonely.