My Mental Health & Social Struggles | I'm Scared | No Friends, Loneliness

My Mental Health & Social Struggles | No Deep Friendships, Girlfriends | Loneliness | Scared

Who am I? Get to know me a little bit better. My struggles and journey towards my better self.

Isn't weird how we live in a society where many of us, maybe most of us hurt and have so much pain inside. We hurt ourself and we hurt others. Many of us do care, but we hurt so much we are not able to show it. Then we just end up alone, or less happy because we are too afraid of being hurt. Then there are this social creatures that are not afraid, that always reach out a hand, have a big social circle and are never alone unless they want to, because they make sure they're not. They are able to stand up for themselves and take responsibility. They are probably never afraid of rejection either. Getting a "no" is like no big deal what so ever, and they are not so sensitive. They just move on with a big relaxing smile on their face. It would be wonderful to be more like that.
More independent, stronger, open, not afraid of rejection or what other people might think, relaxed, harmoniously... Just not think too much. I'm working on myself, and I'm will never give myself up. I have so much to be grateful for in my life, but I'm hurting too sometimes. I like to spend time alone, but I'm a social creature too that are not always able to enjoy social settings that much because of my struggles. It just drains me of energy.

That bein said. Hurting is not a competition. Like who hurt the most, or who are allowed to be hurt. Other peoples situations in life does not change how I'm feeling anyway.
That some people might be in a worse situation than me does not take away my situation. My situation is my reality and responsibility, and other peoples situation is their reality and responsibility.
I know for sure I could do much worse in my life. I feel so lucky and blessed in so many ways and I try to always keep that in mind.


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Hello Fluffy Teddy Bears

I make videos for the purpose of ASMR (autonomous sensory meridian response) and relaxation.

I hope you like this video, and find it relaxing and tingling.

Thanks for watching!

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