Reak talk, my thoughts, update, how I am feeling ❤ asmrish

Hello♡ I just want to thank you all for the support you are giving me❤ And I am ofc very greatful for those who is caring and wondering how I am feeling and all♡ that is not what I mean in the video, I hope you will understand what I am saying❤🌸
And I think a lot of you will feel recognition.
I might use some english words wrong but yeah🙈I just needed to Explain why I look so dead in the eyes in some videos and not smiling ❤❤