Why I haven't been posting as much (This is not a relaxing video)

As I wrote in the video, I don't know why I did this in soft speaking, I wasn't really thinking, I didn't know how I would go about doing this video. I've had two very rough months but I want to be more consistent from now on so hopefully I'll continue to post three times a week. I'm in no means doing this for attention, I'm fine, it's just been hard and I wanted to be honest & not play it off like it's nothing. I hope you're all doing well and the next real ASMR video will be posted tomorrow!