Realistic Civil War medical exam but mostly in prison (real history with real doctor) ASMR DRAMA

3 parts, 3 costumes, 3x the work! Meet Dr. Mary Walker, the odd, idiosyncratic iconoclast who was imprisoned in the notoriously wicked Castle Thunder for staying behind with her soldiers, and later, after the war, arrested for...wearing pants. (Imagine how trivial and annoying that second jail stay must've been in comparison) I connected so much with her through her book, and while all views expressed are hers, not necessarily mine, I put myself into this performance and I hope it shows. Also: HEY! YOU! YOU WHO READS! There's a secret bonus video for people with that skill! It's this sweet cozy scifi, and it'll actually give you real sleep/mental health tips, plus a hint about the mysterious tech of the sound-producing mask: https://landing.mailerlite.com/webforms/landing/d2i4y0

If you like my storytelling skills, and want to keep in touch with me, I can email you neat goodies (and secret downloads) at byjenfinelli.com/you-want-heroes-and-fairies That way we can stay in touch if my YouTube disappears.

DON'T FORGET: if you get shown ADS AT THE END OF THIS VIDEO, BECAUSE YT IS TRYING TO KILL ASMR AND HAS TAKEN THE CHOICE AWAY FROM CREATORS AND WE'RE NO LONGER ALLOWED TO CHOOSE WHERE ADS GO - you can watch ad-free for free at https://odysee.com/@actualdoctorasmr:f Or become a patron, and I'll straight up let you download my vids: patreon.com/becominghero

The views in the video aren't necessarily mine; you may have noticed by now I try to capture little-heard perspectives in history, such as the position of mixed race people in Meiji Japan (https://youtu.be/3dwo3flHrg0 ) or aboard a pirate ship (https://youtu.be/uRpeCxYwjyA ), or the unusual existentialism of Joan of Arc's "voices" (https://youtu.be/BEek6r1SKIE ). That's what's up.

***Mental health: If you have trouble finding a therapist, please visit betterhelp.com/doctorjen for an online option. I affiliated with them to get you a special link for 10 percent off teletherapy, and they pay me if you use my link, so it's a win win - but IF YOU CAN'T AFFORD ONLINE THERAPY, check your options with your local health department or openpathcollective.org. Also:

-- Phone number for self-unaliving helpline US: 1-800-273-8255
-- Crisis text line: Text HOME to 741741 in US; Text 686868 in Canada
-- International suicide numbers: https://www.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines
-- Victor Frankl’s logotherapy book helped me find meaning in my depression: https://www.amazon.com/Mans-Search-Meaning-Viktor-Frankl/dp/080701429X?&_encoding=UTF8&tag=becominghero-20&linkCode=ur2&linkId=124a36ed45d7b61aadc7354c9e9c1b80&camp=1789&creative=9325
-- This DBT Workbook by Matthew McKay helped me survive strong suicidal emotions: https://m.alibris.com/search/books/isbn/9781572245136
-- Pregnancy decision line - emotional/physical support for unintended pregnancy 866-799-0338

I really hope these resources help; they are evidence-based and they have helped me. If they don't help, go find some that do. Your life matters.

***Jen Finelli is a world-traveling scifi author who's gone swimming with sharks, escaped being locked in a German nunnery, discovered murals and poetry in underground urban caves, explored jungles and coral deserts, and cradled the dying. She is coping with life as an MD by telling you stories, and when she grows up she’ll be a superhero.

Science fiction: byjenfinelli.com
Upcoming film: mysweetaffair.com
Comics-character-who-kills-his-author: http://becominghero.ninja
Twitter: @petr3pan
Patreon: patreon.com/becominghero

Jen is not your therapist. If you need your own therapist, please go to your primary care physician and ask them to refer you. Ask for someone skilled in CBT. Alternatively, there are therapists you can talk to online affordably (betterhelp.com/doctorjen) While Jen is a real doctor, she is not YOUR doctor; nothing she says is official medical advice, diagnosis, or disease treatment, because she has not physically examined or spoken with YOU. You have the power to fact-check. Her medical license is publicly searchable under the state of Virginia medical boards at 0101265916.

(All product links are not sponsors, but some may be affiliates, which means clicking them supports new creations and new charity projects! I only affiliate with products I believe in. You can also join for cool rewards at patreon.com/becominghero)

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