Explaining whats going on..

My brain is so all over the place I'm sorry this video was one big mess. Life is extremely difficult for me right now and I'm so sorry. Trust me I am working on getting out of the relationship. I am aware that he is very abusive and manipulative. I'm going to take some time to work on myself. I've realized leaving is not the right choice. It's not goodbye its see you later.
Thank you for the constant love and support over the years you guys are truly the best thing that's ever happened to me.

Much love,
ASMRslay