ASMR Quick But Thorough Ear Cleaning 3Dio
Lily was being very annoying while recording, so you might notice some sudden cuts throughout this.
Long life update:
We threw a party for a friend and, geez louise... I woke up with some itchy skin. I might be allergic to alcohol or something. The next morning, I also tried a sip of my friend’s coffee, which had cinnamon in it. I read that cinnamon can act as a histamine liberator, which can be really bad if you have eczema, so my entire face ended up covered in hives.
Safe to say... I haven’t been feeling very confident lately. I have been dreading going out, but I yearn to leave the apartment since I work from home.
Emotionally, I haven’t been feeling my best lately either. I feel the depression creeping back in, and it’s been making it really hard for me to record/edit my videos. Everything feels so unsatisfying and unfulfilling. With this video, for example, Lily meowing every 2 seconds made me want to just scrap this entire video, which is unhealthy and unproductive, so I am forcing myself to edit and upload it.
I really don’t want to sink back into a depressive state, but things have been weighing on my mind lately that I just can’t talk to anyone about.
To summarize, I feel like I’m stagnating and also like I’m trapped where I’m at. Leaving my current situation entails a lot of conflicting emotions, and it will probably be one of the hardest things I have to do if I do it. There will be a lot of barriers in the way, and I fear that I might think it’s all too hard and just give up on fixing my situation and stay exactly where I am.
I am hopeful that things will get better.
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